“At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one.”—(via artpixie)
Have never felt so low before. Crying took over every other part of the day when i’m left idle and alone. Just like when I try to sleep at night. Whenever I close my eyes, i’d see a recollection of an image from before. Scenes replaying over and over again in the mind, and all I hear is the static silence. I need to talk to somebody but it feels like everything just boils down to my stupidity. And time is the only remedy. ‘Let time take over and let time heal everything’. I really want ‘time’ to come now. Take away the pain, take away the fear, take away the silence. It seems like i’ve lost everything I cared about. There’s nothing to do now other than to move forward. I will try. And I must.
If there’s an upside to all of these, it is that I still have my friends who care about me. I am really grateful. I wish I can be strong for them, act like nothing ever happened and be the same. Afterall, If you managed to get over things so easily, I’m sure I could too.